On 28 March 2012, I gave myself and my life a New Chapter. What New Chapter mean? It mean I giving my life a new pages, where I can draw, write and reshoot every new moment or happening in my life. A page where no more Tears, No more Shouting, No more Pain, No more Sorrow and Of cause No more YOU! =) Giving myself...

"To Let go out an Old stuff and a Bad Past tense, The best way is Get a New stuff and a Better Future tense. I belong to Nobody, I'm owner to Myself and I run my own life. Say Hello to Future and GoodBye to the Past. ♥" Quote ; MsCarolineLzt Just have to find a Quote to start my random post right~LOL I think...

Really is a creepiest nightmare ever! FML~ The night two day ago, I super tired cause after all the sport I been doing. Finally I have my sweet sleep, GUESS what I dream of!? My gosh, is HER! WTF~ do you have to appear in my dream?? It actually a sweet dream and suddenly YOU appear in my dream what...

3月14日 我不会再哭，真的不会了。可是想起你的有的没的。还会有一点点的没心情。一点点的伤心，一点点的舍不得。但是这一切都会过去。 去年的今天是我们一起的日子，也是白色情人节。 我尽量的不想起你，还是会想到。我已尽没和你联络几天，可是但你出现在我的FB或Instagram真的有冲动找你。 不知你现在怎样。你会有活的比我好吗？你会和我一样会想起我吗？每次想到我们你会伤心吗？会不舍的吗？会内疚吗？ 不知你还有把我们的照片留在皮包里没？想我是会拿出来看看吗？还是为了她，把照片藏起来。 不知没了我你会习惯吗？没了我烦你，你会更开心吗？你还是像以前将，会注意我的一举一动吗？ 你应该不会记得今天...

我以为我可以用忙来麻醉自己，实事是不能。它只能帮我忘记找你忘记回你但还是不能忘记我们的全部。我以为把自己弄得越累我就不会失眠，原来这样只会帮我想起你的更多。你的影子每天都一定会出现，不管我在哪。我最不喜欢的就是明明你是在意我不找你，但是你就是要假装没事。我不找你你还是会找我看看我会不会回你。可是当我找你时你竟然讲＂我要找你就会找你＂。这句话真的很伤我！所以我决定我逼自己不找你不回你。我也会用回同样的那句话跟你讲＂我要找你就会找＂。我在很尽量的过好我的生活，过的比你好比你开心。如果你真的关心我在意我，我不介意你找我。可是如果不是就别来给我希望。我原本是你女友却被你弄到我像你外面的女人！像第三者！像个贱人！ Thought making...

我一直都在骗自己， 骗自己我可以做到。 我可以忘了他，忘了一切。 原来我只是骗自己。 我希望这一切都是一场梦。 睡醒就没事了。 这里太多我们的回忆， 以前是我最想快回到的地方。 现在这里是我每早上 不想开眼睛看到的， 每晚上不想回到的地方 这里已变成我的恶梦。 希望你也和我一样，请别活得比我快乐比好。 请别忘了我。别对他比对我好。 请不要。 ...

When we can't really bare to losing, it will make us suffer. If you ask me, can I bare of losing, I can only tell you I can lose in any game but not in Love and Family. If you ask me, can I let go you? But can you ask yourself before you ask me this question? Can you let go me?! I mean for serious let go. I really...

什么是事实？让我来告诉你。 事实就是没人会为了你而停下来，要什么就要自己争取。 如果你真的想要，你就会想尽办法做到！ 而不是每天讲“我也不懂” “我也不知”，时间不等人你已错过了就回不去了。 要你就正真做点什么的留这或者得到你要的东西， 不是就持续在那里等，到你你想要做已经太迟了。 后悔时什么都没有了。 到时你哭也没资...

So someone is watching my every move, I see!! Never mind this always happen in every relation I started and I ended or On our half way. Wonder what are you worrying about?? hmmm~~~ Know what I'm really curious about your feeling right now! Scare, Worry, Angry, Sad, Proud or Happy!? Or you don't really have any feeling...

Wao~ guess what!! Since don't know when had promise my sis many time to accompany her to hill hiking but never once happen to success, but now I'm really do what I have promise her! And I'm regretted cause I wake at 5am!! I just slept at 1++am was wake by someone call at 2++am! I just slept for like 2hours. Hope I won't...

Just reach Home *Puchong*, wake up and started to count and packed his stuff make sure he didn't left out any important stuff. But mostly is clothes super many clothes!! Used two big bag to pack everything in==" I'm worries of him and he worries of me this is life. Fetching him to bus station making me more emo. The last...

Know what love is nothing which happen 5minutes and last for 10minutes and end at 15minutes. To find a person you love you need few years time to get the right one. but you only need 1minute to end the relationship. When you really found the right one please don't let go no matter what happen. Even some situation made...