ONCE AGIAN~!!

Once again~i know something i should not know.
i don't like it at all.
why everything have to be so cruel !?
so it maybe none of my business anymore, but why let me find out the true!!
YOU FUCKER!!!!!!I HATE YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!

i feel so pain. Wanted to hide myself in a room.
feel want to cry out loud. I really can't stand it anymore.
I REALLY CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE~
every time something happen i can't say it out.
it all will just live in my heart, can't take it off~!
"their" attacking me again, and i lose~I'm a loser, am I~!?

i always think that I'm tough enough and it does not bother me.
i think I'm wrong. so this it is~life, reality, fact

GO AWAY~!!

i will be a cheerful lady just like the past.

i will not show my sadness.

i will not let people know what i thinking.

i will not let my friends worry bout me.

i will keep everything in me.

i will add oil in everything~!!!