Happy National's Day.
The 55th years.
But seem like no one really celebrating it this year.
No flag on car no flag on roof top.
No countdown only fireworks.

And is lunar calendar 14th of the 7 month which mean is like a new year for the spirit.
So everyone be careful of what you do and speak.
You don't like it of you make them angry right?

Happy holiday everyone except me!!!!!!!!!

Work again.
Work for JTI again.
Many people will look down on us, for them we girl who work as cigarette Sales Agent is some kind of girl.
Mostly auntie don't accept this kind of job cause it look like we have to let people touch or what.

Hello this job don't have to let people touch.
We don't even chat with those customer.
So don't keep on use weird facial looking at us.
This is a job which earn money and work less hour and doing nothing LOL~

I love the pay but not the product and hate how slow the time pass.
I hate the uniform and the heels which kill my foots.
U dislike marking with fully makeup.
So not comfy!!!

Omg! Been ffk for twice!
Hope tomorrow you open shop Bravos!!

Should be a good new for me cause no need work.
But really bad cause I already reach there!
Tomorrow me have to work four and half hours!!
And I have to work on 31st Malaysia national's day!!
Better you guys give me double pay!!

Management no good! WTH
Make me have to follow my parent go collect debt.
=______="
The worst is I have to wear this uniform and with make up on!!!
Not comfy!!!!! I want home!!!!!

Yea, why not? This is not my first time. Yes I gave up once again. I'm just too silly too dumb too stupid! Is alright I don't mind anymore cause I used to be. Really I'm used with the situation so no worries. Hello who am I. I never really rely anybody other than my parent. I always have my way to do something. Not gonna cries for small thing Not that easy I'm a bull a bull okay.

I mind I mind I mind I mind I mind I mind I mind!!
I said NEVERMIND. =)

Even I'm serious down I will keep it for myself. I don't like gamble because I scare of losing. If I don't gamble then I will never lose. I don't get angry cause I know whenever I really angry my mouth and my action will out of control. I don't cry not because I don't have feeling is because I know after I cried thing will still reminding the same.

But whenever I feel like gambling it mean I already lose everything and I have nothing to lose anymore. if I got angry it mean I out of control and you will heard and see nasty thing from me. If you see me crying it mean I really need a big shoulder and a listener.

If all this really happen that's mean I really in big situation. =)

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